I think there must be something happening to my body. Not in a hormonal, puberty kind of way either, but more emotional. Wait, maybe emotional things occur from too many hormones too, but different hormones. I don't remember my biology or else I would've gone to medical school like I orginially planned to do. Bah, life is full of change- one of the few things more experienced people say never change, like death and taxes.
I haven't had such big mood swings since my family moved to Taiwan. Ah, I remember that summer my parents decided to uproot our fairly uncomplicated (to me it was, I was 14? It's been too long) lifestyle in California and take us to a foreign land. At least, I remember crying at my grandmother's house until all the tissues were gone from the box. And another needed to be found quickly, or the tears would never stop.
One of my friends in Vancouver was like that last year. She was lazy when she normally was driven and hardworking, didn't eat well, and constantly slept for longperiods of time, often skipping work or class. She said it had to do with a woman's body becoming able to produce children once you turn 20 or so. I'm not sure if she is right or not, but she was a chemistry and physics major. Maybe I have anemia or some other disease that is causing me to flare up randomly and childishly for no reason at all. If there is, someone let me know. I feel as if nothing really matters, no matter how many ideals and dreams you have. It's all going to get taken away from you. That's why we are supposed to appreciate and live life to the fullest and richest that we can.
Thinks deeply for a while.....
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